September 2011
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Reblog if it's okay to befriend you, ask...
catchyoneliner asked: maybe you haven't found someone who has been through the same thing as you but i bet there are people who can relate to the feelings if not the actual experience. I am currently doing my own trauma work. I have a Trauma Group I go to and though most of us have very different experiences in the group in the end we all share many of the same feelings. Feelings like Shame and Guilt. I don't...
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Question - would any of my followers be interested in seeing a picture of my evildad, the man who raped me from age 2-19, and prostituted me starting in second grade? Like a chance to see the face of evil?
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The burden is always on the victim
reasonstohide:
to forgive, recover, and move on. This is the nature of abuse and trauma. That is why we have to share this burden with other survivors. That is our relief. I have never felt better than when I’m reaching out to other people who have been through trauma. Laughing and crying with someone who has suffered in the same way, that is true relief. *cries* I hurt so much. I’ve...
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libbyzuchini:
I’m having trouble eating today. I dont want to. Nothing sounds good. And I haven’t had a meal in two days. Part of my recovery and therapy is eating. Why can’t I eat?
Man I feel you. I can’t make myself eat a meal for days at a time lately. Well, can you blame me? You try eating when you’ve got graphic rape flashbacks from being a prostituted seven year old flashing...
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I´d rather be someone special and have no friends...
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“Living in a sick society as we do, adaptation to this society through analysis...”
– Linda Hartley on one mutual view held by Carl Jung & Wilhelm Reich (via thegreatdevotion)
Translation - fitting in with a sick society often means you’re more sick, not more healthy.
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wand3rlust: I’m just getting so very frustrated... →
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I’m just getting so very frustrated seeing people’s blatant justification of keeping the status-quo simply because they claim society can’t handle the inclusion of different characters.
I’m just plain tired of seeing that people expect that society should be spoon fed slowly until they adjust. No…
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No. You may NOT compare.
If you’re about to say, “I don’t mean to compare my life to yours, but,” or “I know how you feel,” or “I’ve been there,” ask yourself if any of the following apply to you:
I was in the child sex slave trade.
I have been raped by over 20 men
My father started raping me as an infant and didn’t stop until age 19
I have been raped by...
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“Everyone, everywhere I go tells me to get therapy when they find out I was raped...”
shes-starting-again-deactivated asked: i would never judge or make fun of you. i understand what you've been through, on some level. i've been abused sexually in my life, so i understand. i am always here for you if you want to talk. suicide is not an option <3
inkless-tattoos-deactivated2012 asked: I love you. I don't know you, but I love you. Stay strong. <3
five16am-deactivated20120329 asked: Our stories are very different, but the pain is very similar. Death and suicide is not the answer. Although it's pure fucking hell, there is so much beauty in this world that is worth staying alive for. Do not EVER give in to taking your own life. It's much easier to end it than it is to survive, and you're a fighter if you've made it this far. Please know you aren't alone...
abstractality-deactivated201203 asked: Your words mean a lot, and you're welcome. I hope that you continue to get positive feedback and God forbid, if anyone says something negative to ignore them and I will personally beat them up. lol No one deserved judgement, you don't. It's not your fault, it is their's, they are the sick ones. You were an innocent soul.
twinkling-and-remote-deactivate asked: Nobody with any shred of human decency should judge you for what happened to you. That's messed up and awful beyond words. I'm just a stranger who wanted to let you know I saw what you posted and my heart hurt for you.
somethingswecantsee-deactivated asked: You're such a brave, beautiful person. No one should judge you, they have no idea. Stay strong! <3
abstractality-deactivated201203 asked: I don't know you, but I feel I love you so much by reading your story. There is nothing easy about it, but you didn't deserve it. I think you are beautiful, courageous, and strong. I admire you very much. Especially since I am working up the strength and courage to post my own story. It gives me a lot of hope.
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fancykraken asked: I'll be your friend. <3 Stay strong. I can't even comprehend what you went through, but please try not to feel ashamed.
thesharkinthespongeee asked: Hi. I just saw your post about your secret. And.. I couldn't even start to imagine how horrible it must have been like, but.. I at least won't judge you (and I don't know anyone that would). I judge the men who did this to you, with fiery hatred. I'm so so so sorry this happened to you. I don't know you at all, but I still wish I could take this away from you. Please try...
aulete asked: I am so sorry for everything youve had to go through. Its so fucking terrible and not ONE person deserves that. My heart goes out to you in the hope you will stay strong. Because you seem so strong. Please do not give up hope. I seriously cant even imagine what youve dealt with and I hope you will over come all of this one day. Even though I dont know you, ill be here for you, whenever. xxxx
somethingswecantsee-deactivated asked: Remember that there are people who love you. And stay strong (:
franc0philia asked: I love you, okay? <3
missmandaa20 asked: Hi, my name's Amanda. I can't imagine what it would feel like to go through what you've gone through, it brings tears to my eyes. I'm so very sorry.
freefrommychains asked: Hey gorgeous, my name is Lexi. I saw your post and I just wanted to let you know that I'm here for you if you want to talk. Im guessing by the tags that you were raped. I will be here if you need to talk. If you respond to this in my ask, I will give you my number and we can text. Just know that I am always here for you beautiful.
marpotish asked: I am so, so sorry about what happened to you. It breaks my heart to read this. I know from my own experience and those of people close to me that uncovering repressed memories is a very painful and difficult thing to do. But I also know the pain of losing a loved one to suicide. Please don't hurt yourself. If there's anything I can do, please let me know.
theloraxformula asked: Never, ever feel ashamed. I've never met you, nor is it likely that I ever will, but you seem like a lovely, wonderful person who deserves the utmost amount of happiness. Know that though we are strangers, you are loved and supported through your healing. Loving and good vibes your way, beautiful.
unitedstatesofmeryl asked: Hi.. I just wanted to say that I think you're incredibly brave. You must be feeling so many things and probably some of them are confusing and strange and hurtful. I can't imagine what you must be going through. But you have my sympathy and compassion. I am so sorry you had to go through all that and experience those horrors. My inbox is always open to you if you need support. As a...
elytra asked: Anybody who would "make fun of you" for what horrible things you were put through is a waste of your time. I'm so terribly sorry that people who were supposed to love and protect you did that to you, and I'm listening to your story and bearing witness. Take gentle care. xx
sun-kissed-scars asked: No one should judge you, they have no idea what you whent through. What happened wasn't your fault, not in the slitest. You are a beautiful person stay strong!
rattyhugs asked: You are a really strong and brave person.
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I'm finally ready... this is my most horrible...
Those of you who read my blog know that I’m in the middle of suffering a bunch of horrible flashbacks. For a couple of weeks, I’ve been remembering more and more horrors from my life. They feel like they are happening for the first time and they’re shocking. I’m just a normal girl, I don’t want any of this, but I have no choice. Finally, a few days ago, I had a memory...
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